Pleasure before obedience

Blazing hot Saturday morning in the granite mountains. I’m sitting at my writing desk  slurping up a raw carrot smoothie and feeling relieved that I haven’t  ever had much to do with fizzy  and sugary carbonated drinks (each single can of Coca-Cola has nine  spoonfuls of  sugar in it).  Streaming online this morning are thousands of PDF tributes to  Aaron Swartz,  free copies of research work uploaded to the Internet by  researchers all around the globe. I’m not even going to begin to try and  figure out the  ethical aspects of  this, what it might mean for  copyright-protected academic peer journals, or for the freedom of knowledge and benefits for  Third World  scholars excluded by  academic  paywalls, or  what might happen as regards plagiarism. It just seems to me, as I sit here slurping up blended carrot, celery and  orange juice, that the world  I live in is changing faster than the speed of light.

Hambe  kahle Aaron, as we say here to someone we will miss and  who died far too young and unnecessarily, goodbye and travel well .

 

Housemate,  rushing through the house on her way to another patient: What calm and  well-behaved dogs we have! Not a peep out of them. Good dogs!

Mary: They’re not good dogs, they’re just asleep.

But  of course they are good dogs, loved and cared for,  indulged and  petted and  trained to  do just enough to get their own  way on most occasions.

 

To the Quarry and Back

by Katia  Kapovich

White hail pelting the frozen bog,
I’m stuck in the first line of January,
following my host’s dog
on his walk through the stone century,
around the quarry, slices of marble and mud,
past a herd of miners exhaling smoke,
past a barn smelling of merde,
and back to where I’m stuck and broke.
The fucking dog barks at the night,
mad at the stars all his life and then again.
I rethink kicking him out,
but being cool, I let him in.

Useful word for which there is no English equivalent found somewhere on a gone-viral site of the expanding web universe:

Tartle (Scots)
The nearly onomatopoeic word for that panicky hesitation just before you have to introduce someone whose name you can’t quite remember.

I’ve forgotten her name, the visitor. Lucille? Lorraine? Lucie Mae? This afternoon, a  Great Dane breeder is  coming on a visit to admire the big dog. I hope he gets up off his rug long enough to say hello — well, he will because he is a very friendly and sociable  dog,  often wildly excited to see his admirers approaching the gate shouting his name. Such a joyful  dog. Alice Ostriker puts it so exactly:

 

As if there could be a world
Of absolute innocence
In which we forget ourselves
The owners throw sticks
And half-bald tennis balls
Toward the surf
And the happy dogs leap after them
As if catapulted—
Black dogs, tan dogs,
Tubes of glorious muscle—
Pursuing pleasure
More than obedience
They race, skid to a halt in the wet sand,
Sometimes they’ll plunge straight into
The foaming breakers
Like diving birds, letting the green turbulence
Toss them, until they snap and sink
Teeth into floating wood
Then bound back to their owners
Shining wet, with passionate speed
For nothing,
For absolutely nothing but joy.

 

 

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5 comments to Pleasure before obedience

  1. susan says:

    Nice poems. Thank you.

  2. I have mixed feelings about the PDFs. But I have tremendous sadness for a young life that had become so impossible that it was ended.

  3. Syd says:

    Very sad indeed that Mr. Swartz is dead. So young and so much intellect. The conspiracy theorists are saying he was killed. I have no idea but perhaps his depression was just too much, and is was finally time for him to leave the pain behind. Maybe he needed a goofy dog as a friend. They seem to help when not much else does.

  4. I hope everything is OK over there. Just thinking about you.

  5. DeeGriffen says:

    Hope the juice is strengthening your body. Thinking of you and wishing all is peaceful

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