Losing a friend

Spring rain falling, predictably just after I had  watered the  front garden.

I’m feeling very sad today because my much-loved friend Trish died yesterday after a long battle with lupus and heart disease. She was 58 and wanted so much to have more time with her small grandchildren. Although she never saw me drunk during our 18 years of friendship, she knew me as depressed, tired, anxious, prickly, touchy, etc, all the stuff that goes with active alcoholism, and I am glad I could be a better friend to her in recent years.

I shall miss her so much.

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29 comments to Losing a friend

  1. Elisabeth says:

    So sad, so sorry to hear, and far too young to die.

  2. cleo says:

    I am so sorry. So tough.

  3. luluberoo says:

    A sad and unfair way to die. Thinking of you.

  4. Pam says:

    I’m so sorry sweet girl.

  5. sydlaughs says:

    Mary, I am so sorry for the loss of your friend. It surely is tough to lose a good friend. Such people who love us in spite of who we are don’t come along often.

  6. Mary, I am so sorry. I’ll keep you close in my prayers.

  7. Kathleen Hershman Clark says:

    I, too, am sorry for your loss. Please keep in mind that although she saw you prickly, etc. she must have seen enough specialness in you to want you for a friend, even though you may not have been as good a friend as you have been in sober years. You’re in my thoughts.

  8. Allyson says:

    So sorry for your loss. A friend who sees us through our ups and downs is such a precious treasure. Peace to her family…

  9. Jan BB says:

    Gentle hugs to you dear one.

  10. paxaa says:

    I am sorry for your loss. All the very best to you dear one.

  11. sswl says:

    So sorry for your loss, Mary. Lupus is such a dreadful disease. I’m glad sobriety gave you the chance to be a real friend.

  12. DeeGriffen says:

    One of the gifts of the program being present for yourself and then others
    So sorry to hear of your loss

  13. Hopester says:

    Gentle hugs to you. I’m sorry for the loss of your friend.

  14. Hope says:

    Gentle hugs Mary. Losing a friend is hard. For me it gets harder the older I get.

  15. I’ve been out of town and am just now seeing this. So sorry for your loss.

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