Sick again, coughing and feverish, watching a cold front storm in from the Atlantic. I am too tired for visitors, people enervate where usually they enliven. No money for doctors so I am taking Coltsfoot and hot sweet tea. I have survived much worse.
And last night, wrapped in blankets on the sofa I watched the film Pan’s Labyrinth, already seen and acclaimed by most. It was late at night and the house swam in lamplight, with creaking floorboards, creaking ceiling beams and a rustling loft overhead. Next to me on the sofa, thumb in mouth, sat myself as a child watching the faun constructed of moss, earth, tree bark and tendril vines. Guillermo del Toro’s El labirinto del faun is disturbing, potent magic. A child trapped in an mountain encampment during the Spanish civil war discovers how imagination and fantasy opens the door to a vision of another world pierced through and through by the sacred. Brutality and violence is countered by enchantment. The spirals of an ancient labyrinth, the dying fig tree , the music of the forest, the lullaby sung to a dying child wrapped in moonlight.
Myth makes us human. Del Toro says that, but it has been said many times. before. Imagination, like faith, opens the door to a deeper and more wondrous reality. We may choose to call ourselves agnostic but never philistine. Myth is necessary.
Mary, I worry about you–of course, that helps a LOT -grin!
And I pray for your soon recovery. Maybe that helps a little?
Mary that movie was so difficult to watch and I won it, because I thought it was brilliantly done, but I have never watched the copy I own…
I got over the flu about 4 weeks ago and have yet to feel like my old self again, the cough lingers, the weariness does not let go. I guess our bodies take their time recovering and force rest upon us when we need it. I do hope you get to feeling better soon.
Cat
Fairy tales saved my life.
Damn. I always wanted be philistine.
Oh, well.
Hope you are better soon!!!!
xoxoxox
Please continue to take care of yourself. Love you much and it hurts to hear how sick you are.
I’ll continue praying,
PG